hahah.. didn't go to school in the morning because i had family matters to tend to. but i still went back for Orientation Two Debrief and Welfare Meeting. which lasted shorter than i expected.

and it was so funny because mr david wong kept urging the councilors to settle down and STUDY! but on the other hand it kinda puts alot of pressure on us to like. OK WE MUST START STUDYING NOW NOW NOW. panic panic. but we end up NOT doing anything abt it. hahaha.. it's just so ironic. and we're required to fill up our grade form for the council teachers when we get our BT1 grades back (which i DUN EVER wanna get back. they can shred it all if they want to). hahaha. it's gonna be horrible! haiya.

that day we were just discussing when i was on the train home with jing xiu and qian hui. i guess it's ok to do not so well this time. because we speculated we will do badly, thats why we came up with this set of thinking to console and motivate ourselves.

BT1 - 3Ds
BT2 - 3Cs
Prelims - 3Bs
A Levels - 3As

hahaha. yes. so we won't peak at the wrong time. we shall peak at As. hahah. HOPEFULLY so. ah oh wells. i have decided to start mugging again next week. so i shall enjoy this week to the fullest FIRST. heh.

oh and so after council today was dinner with my usual grp of councilors - huis, pong, jingxiu, james etc etc. and on the way to the hawker centre james "introduced" a song called The Rainbow Connection to jingxiu and i. sang by Kermit the Frog. YES the muppet. haha. at first we were like WTH?! cannot hear! and poor james had to entertain us by singing out the lyrics. BUT still. unclear. and so i asked for the song and searched for the lyrics! i tink it's kinda meaningful. so yeaps.

The Rainbow Connection
written by Kenny Ascher and Paul Williams

Why are there so many songs about rainbows
And what's on the other side?
Rainbows are visions, but only illusions.
And rainbows have nothing to hide.
So we've been told and some choose to believe it.
I know they're wrong, wait and see.
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection,
The lovers, the dreamers and me.

Who said that every wish would be heard and answered
When wished on the morning star?
Somebody thought of that, and someone believed it,
And look what it's done so far.
What's so amazing that keeps us stargazing
And what do we think we might see?
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection,
The lovers, the dreamers, and me.

All of us under its spell,
We know that it's probably magic...
... Have you been half asleep?
And have you heard voices?
I've heard them calling my name....
Is this the sweet sound that calls the young sailors?
The voice might be one and the same
I've heard it too many times to ignore it
It's something that I'm s'posed to be...
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection,
The lovers, the dreamers, and me.

Laa, da daa dee da daa daa,La laa la la laa dee daa doo...

and i love stargazing! each time when it turns dark i'll look up into the sky and see if there's any stars. and somehow looking at a blanket of stars just calms me down. esp now our sch at Potong Pasir. whenever it turns dark there's just SO many stars! haha.. oh wells. i will tink abt the song lyrics. but thank you "ja-mu-si" for the wonderful recommendation. thanks FRIEND! (:

oh and it was great i managed to relive my convent days. because pong, cais, huis and i just started the F language all over again! haha. i used to do that in sch. i guess it's quite common in girls schools. hah. it's nothing vulgar la. it's hard to explain. but i tink those guys at dinner tonight just got to know abt it today. haha.

all i wanna say is. i'm very tired! both physically and mentally. i tink many of my dear frens around me feel that way too. and i tink when stepping down comes i will feel so like empty because council has played such a major role in my JC life! haha. but oh wells. i'm looking forward to running the relay for council for SAJC Annual Track and Field 2006! so disappointing i don't get to do ANY of my field events because of CERTAIN reasons. DAMN.

i'm off.